seriously speaking i'm quite tired of thinking also.
i know i will make you feel damn stressed up and stuffs because i'm always asking you the same and silly questions.
so now even if upset i cant voice out.
i really dont feel like thinking anymore.
lets see how long will this last okay ?
cos i see it coming to a end already .

i dont wanna be de one requesting for stuffs anymore .
i experienced all de shit kelvin neo gave me before.
all i want now is someone there for me when i need him.
yah , i know its gonna be difficult and our "honey moon period" is over already !!

so you're just gonna be another kelvin .
maybe thats just me ?
afraid to lose everything i have now .
but i guess you just dont understand my dear!!!
although , you said i'm not a burden to you ,
but the way you phrase your words is the opposite la.

fuck it man , just when i thought you will be different ..
you prove me wrong again.

i'm just gonna keep quiet for now and wait for things to happen :)
thanks :)